Love Knocks

I must say "you and I",

is totally unexpected,

Truthfully I have no idea,

Why I here, been selected.

trying to see if your vision of me,

is really I, reflected.

What has been neglected?

Rose colored class, can hide

my glaring imperfections from the eye.

I try, to supply facts that 

I'm deserving.

I am at a loss for words,

that fact  unnerving.

I am not ready of your love

 even my own, thats disturbing.

It hurts to stop and put up a road block,

 redirect you another way,

This may come as a shock,

there is no better way,

Opportunity for love I hear you knock

I am not ready and walk away

LA Kellam

Death of the Unconditional

Bumping into people, crowded city streets,

Feeling all alone.

Yeah I got friends, but in the end,

I'm by myself in my home.

Going to the same places,
sickening smiling blushing faces,
happy, crappy, carbon copy clones.
Made up holiday, with hearts and cartoons,
placed up on cards and balloons,
Hah!!  The mindless drones.
Pretending there is nothing amiss,
with this production to create,
epic revenue streams,
seems unloving if I don't participate.
The unconditional,
has become fictional.


LA Kellam

Let it Go

Decided to go through Nostalgia
a trip through memory lane
Expected relived glory
Instead received pain
Great expectations
led to disappointments again

Heart was guilty of the deception,
Fault was based on perception,
Penny for my thoughts,
This was flawed,
from it's inception.


By
LA Kellam

Affirmation

Everything will be fine.
Of all percieved obstacles you'll find,
The truly tough ones exsist in your mind.
Endure the grind,
One sure footed step at a time.
Soon you'll look behind,
Amazed at how far you have climbed.
But put that big picture aside.
Soon you will be overwhelmed with pride,
When you realize,
The size,
Of the strength that resides,
Inside.

By
LA Kellam

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How Sad

No matter your weapon,
Harsh words, knives,the kids or social media.
Your actions reek of desperation.
Your photo in the definition in the encyclopedia,
Better yet the dictionary,
Despite the pain,
You remain,
In my heart till your obituary.




By LA Kellam