Soulmate

As of late, Soulmate
there is a debate if you exist.
I too am about, to doubt,
without the presence of your kiss.
Barely manageable, without tangible,
affection.
Hurt with disgrace, cause I chose to place,
vulnerabilities without protection.
Blame for my shame,
should be directed in my direction.
For I have grown impatient,
Or perhaps you are late,
Or perhaps we will never know,
And perhaps that's just our fate.

By LA Kellam

About Us

Your smile for a sec,
made me forget, who we are
In reality,
chaotic insanity of the E.R,
Give a rest,
to beating on the chest, C.P.R
From mistakes learn,
later return, with corrections
You hate,
I hesitate hasty resurrections
Conceding defeat,
unable to meet, impossible expectations
You keep trying to fix us with parts already broken,
You minimize my actions, ignoring words spoken.
Non lucidity obscures the lunacy in holding on to whats gone,
Equally insane to remain tagging along.

LA Kellam

Hunger by the Numbers

I am a Seven and your a Six
I am sure you remember the rhyme
Why is Six afraid of Seven?
 'cause Seven Eight Nine.
Why should you beware
this appetite of mine?
'caue when I tilt my head to the side
you resemble an upside down Nine

LAKellam

Kiddie Love

Twinkle twinkle little star,
whether near or far,
A gift and a curse,
the center of my universe
You are.
Abracadabra hocus pocus,
I can't seem to focus.
Beauty devinely given,
hopelessly I'm driven,
toward my devotion's locus.
Ring around the rosey,
I am helpless mostly.
You trapped me,
in a love tractor beam,
in awe as you bring me closely.

LA Kellam

Back on Track

First it was a hopeful dream,
at the root spawned by lust.
Then out the blue you reapeared,
now there's a chance for us.
Our meeting was not by chance, 
without a choice,  it was a must.
Without you I admit fits get to me,
But its destiny, and in it I trust.

LA Kellam