I am

I am what I am .
I am not what I used to be.
I am not what I could be.
I am what I am.
For now, anyways...

LA Kellam

Foolish Me

I put up barriers to protect me,
Love snuck you inside,
Foolish I was for trusting you,
Doubts emerge justified,
Was anything between us true?
In the end it was all lies,
The decisions you made unmade you,
Before my very eyes
Breaking my heart,
along with perceived binding ties
Dreams, and thoughts of being together forever through eternity
Removed painfully, and permanently, instantly.

By LA Kellam

Soulmate

As of late, Soulmate
there is a debate if you exist.
I too am about, to doubt,
without the presence of your kiss.
Barely manageable, without tangible,
affection.
Hurt with disgrace, cause I chose to place,
vulnerabilities without protection.
Blame for my shame,
should be directed in my direction.
For I have grown impatient,
Or perhaps you are late,
Or perhaps we will never know,
And perhaps that's just our fate.

By LA Kellam

About Us

Your smile for a sec,
made me forget, who we are
In reality,
chaotic insanity of the E.R,
Give a rest,
to beating on the chest, C.P.R
From mistakes learn,
later return, with corrections
You hate,
I hesitate hasty resurrections
Conceding defeat,
unable to meet, impossible expectations
You keep trying to fix us with parts already broken,
You minimize my actions, ignoring words spoken.
Non lucidity obscures the lunacy in holding on to whats gone,
Equally insane to remain tagging along.

LA Kellam

Hunger by the Numbers

I am a Seven and your a Six
I am sure you remember the rhyme
Why is Six afraid of Seven?
 'cause Seven Eight Nine.
Why should you beware
this appetite of mine?
'caue when I tilt my head to the side
you resemble an upside down Nine

LAKellam